ALIRGHT I WAS NERVOUS ABOUT WRITING THIS BUT HERE GOES I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND EVERYTHING WAS GOING GOOD UNTIL ONE DAY I JUST HAD A FEELING THAT MY BOYFRIEND AND ME WERENT AS GOOD AS WE WERE WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING. SO I CALLED HIM AND ASKED HIM WHY I FELT THIS WAY AND HE SAID BECAUSE HE DIDN’T WANT TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE I ASKED HIM WHY HE COULDN’T JUST TELL ME INSTEAD OF WASTING TIME. HE SAID HE DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO TELL ME. BUT THE ONE THING THAT DID IT FOR ME WAS WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT I DID HAVE SOME GREAT “SEX”. I ALREADY HAD A TRUST ISSUE WITH PEOPLE AND THIS JUST MADE IT TO THE POINT WHERE NOW I DON’T EVEN CARE TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND I HAVE MANY PEOPLE TRYING TO MAKE SOMETHING WITH ME BUT I JUST DON’T TRUST ANYONE.I WANT TO START MY OWN FAMILY ONE DAY BUT THINK IT WILL JUST BE A WASTE OF TIME. NOW I CANT EVEN LOOK AT MYSELF AS BEING PRETTY OR ANYTHING I REALLY DO TO BE HONEST HATE MYSELF. EVERYBODY THAT I HAVE TAKEN INTO MY LIFE HAS LET ME DOWN AND I NOW HAVE NOBODY. AND THE LITTLE PEOPLE THAT I DID HAVE I PUT THEM OUT OF MY LIFE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I WAS SETTING MYSLEF UP FOR ANOTHER LET DOWN IN LIFE. MY BESTFRIEND EVEN LET ME DOWN, I WAS THE MOTHER OF HER CHILDREN AND THE YOUNGEST JUST PASSED AWAY AND I DIDN’T EVEN GO TO THE FUNERAL BECAUSE IM TIRED OF FEELING SORRY FOR SOMEONE ELSE AND ALWAYS RUNNING TO THE RESCUE WHEN SOMEONE ELSE IS DOWN AND OUT AND WHEN ITS TIME FOR SOMEONE TO BE THERE FOR ME I DON’T HAVE ANYONE. I JUST SIGNED MYSELF BACK UP FOR CLASSES AND IM TAKING UP NURSING I WANT TO BE A TRAVEL RN SO I CAN JUST GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE IM JUST TIRED OF LET DOWNS IN LIFE AFTER MY FATHER PASSED WHEN I WAS IN THE 10TH GRADE I JUST HAVE AN EMPTY HEART AND DON’T FEEL I AM SOMEBODY TO ANYBODY

Signed, “Let Down & Tired”

Our advice: We are sorry of your situation. Just know that people are only human, they are not perfect. They may not even be aware that they are letting you down. You should open up the lines of communication with these people. Let them know how you feel and how you have boundaries. It is a very good thing that you have begun to focus on yourself. Only you can do the best for yourself.

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